4 Years Ago Today....

.... Ted and I got married. It was a day almost exactly like this... minus the cold temperature and snow. It was the perfect, warm, sunny day. Honestly, I'd never been so relaxed. Looking back at that day, I wasn't nervous, there were no cold feet. I was anxious... I just wanted it done... I just wanted to be his wife.

We had a late evening wedding so I had all day to fiddle around, go out for breaky, go shopping, get a massage, and just relax. And the night itself was perfect. Everything went as planned (minus a slight lack of food) and everyone had a blast (and got hammered on us!! ... probably due to the lack of food!)... just how we hoped to celebrate the day with our friends and family.

We don't really celebrate this day now. Occasionally we'll go to the casino or out for a quick dinner but both of us have been known to forget that it even came around. Life gets crazy... things are nuts... it may all change when babies are grown and life calms itself. But he called me this morning to tell me that he loved me and if he could rewind back 4 years, he would do it all over... exactly the same way. I agree. That's all the present I need.

I just feel so lucky to know in my heart that I truly married my soul mate... yes we fight, we bicker, times get hard... but we love each other so much and at the end of the day when I crawl into bed next to him and snuggle up, sigh a deep breath of relief and close my eyes, I'm just so glad he's mine. :)

Now because I need to post a photo with every post and I don't have any of me and Ted, here are my babies and their good little friend Em!





I know Ash looks like someone just took away her teddy in this pic, but I just think she's so garshdarned cute I couldn't help myself!!